I hate myself. I really, really, hate myself. And I really don’t think anyone will fall in love with me. And I cry because of my weight. And I cry because no one understands my anxiety and depression. I don’t want to talk to anyone about how I feel. I am afraid. Afraid of myself. I hate having a sister that my parents adore. I hate being left out of things. She is f***ing younger than me, and acts as if she is in charge. I don’t want to be touched. I don’t want to be bothered. And yet, I do. It bothers me. I am a paradox.
My post is called called right before yours. Im overweight an thought nobody would love me hunny you will find someone. When the time is right things happen.
hi, um I am the same. we may have our own reasons but I cry all the time…because I’m fat and ugly and I like nothing about myself, nothing at all. I know you don’t know me or anything but I am really nice and I care and I will listen, I promise you. I may not know what to say but I’ll listen. I’m actually crying right now, probably over something stupid, but I don’t think it’s stupid. If you want you can email me or something and we can talk there. about anything and everything you want. I’ll be here for you